... Hey everybody... Im just sitting here in my hotel room in California drinkin coffee..... haha...again!! I was having some Jesus time and decided to cut and paste it into a blog becuase i feel like I'm probably not the only one dealing with alot of stuff right now!! :) So, here is my latest thoughts on life!!!
Quieting my soul…. For a moment, I finally come to the point of breathing out the cares of the world. I take a second and dare to reach out and touch the stream of heaven that brings restoration to my soul. Something inside of me is parched. Something inside of me yearns to be satisfied. There is a thirst that desires to be quenched. As Satan comes in with his tactics of disillusionment, disappointment, and distraction, there is a gentle yearning in my spirit that pulls me out of the noise and confusion, and into the secret place. In this secret place, I am touched by the reality of a love so strong that it shatters all resistance. The hardness that has threatened to overwhelm my heart is gently broken away and there lies once again a heart ready to hear the gentle whispers of the One it was created for…
As I breathe in the fragrant stream of heaven, the glory of His presence, I know that it is moments like this that I was made to live for. It is moments in the river of God that I was made to crave. An unquenchable hunger for the presence of God has slowly taken control of my life. A dissatisfaction with life as usual has become grounded in my spirit. Oh that I would run to the Secret place when His' voice beckons. Oh that I would once again be intoxicated by the warmth of Holy Spirit's touch. To be romanced by the King of Kings… the one who's very nature possesses the fullness of Love…
In this past month, I have felt many types of emotions. Some of which, have not been the most pleasant. There has been an enormous battle taking place in the spirit realm. One day I would feel the embrace of Jesus… the very next day I would feel condemnation and a hardness coming upon my heart for no apparent reason. For me, the battle that Satan has brought against me deals with the secret place. Satan knows that EVERYTHING I need can be found in the presence of God. So he absolutely does not want me to have time for the secret place.
So, today I am typing this to let all of you know that there is a battle being fought in the heavenlies RIGHT NOW over your LIFE AND DESTINY…. But God is greater and we were created to walk in victory. We were created to live our lives from the Secret place of God's Presence.
So God, right now we choose to surrender once again to Your plan for our lives. We choose to run to the secret place. WE TRUST that You are doing a work in our lives and You will complete the work that You started. Our faces have been set like Flint… there is NO GOING BACK!! We have tasted and seen the Goodness of God in the Land of the Living… and we know that you will not ignore the cry of Your Bride!!! We Love you and Trust you! Amen! :)
You guys rock!! Love all of you!! Blessings Blessings Blessings! :)